Just when you think you know it all

by Jessica Ryan

I’ve heard dozens of speakers on all sorts of thought provoking topics in the last couple of years here in Camrose. Hearing Dr. James Makokis speak at the Making Peace with the Land conference at Augustana Nov. 14 was a different experience entirely.

James Makokis - MPWLJudging by the rapt attention, the unified susurrus of reaction and the stunned discussion afterward, I think I can honestly speak for a majority of the audience when I say it rocked my worldview.

It was something like I imagine it might feel to find out you were adopted. The ground shifted under my feet. I felt myself a stranger upon the land I’d taken for granted was conquered territory. After all, countless empires have risen and fallen since recorded time began. There have been invaders and the invaded, rulers and exiles. My ancestors were driven out of Ireland by revolt and famine: what’s the big deal?

I thought I understood that axiom about history being written by the victors, but the resulting incomplete picture makes it all the more certain we’re doomed to repeat history.

I confess, I have always had greater regard for civilizations that built impressive structures and wrote stuff down. But having been offered a glimpse of the sophistication of an oral tradition like that of the indigenous people of this area, I begin to see how arrogant is my way of thinking.

Just how great is Western civilization anyway? A couple thousand years of philosophical thought and the net result is a rabid individualism that leaves most of the earth’s population in war, poverty and ecological devastation and puts the wealth in the hands of first-worlders who are alienated from their work and any meaningful community.

Is this a gross generalization? Yes, but that’s the point. The nuances are likely there to be pondered by scholars, but everyone else is living the reality of a society founded on the primacy of private property and framed by the commoditization of the land and everything on it.

The conferences’ first speaker, Norman Wirzba, asked the audience to imagine being free from the imperative to look out for number one – to feed, shelter and clothe oneself, plan for retirement, etc. – and instead know there is a community looking out for you, with all the mutual responsibility that entails.

It’s not a utopian dream, though. There’s that uncomfortable passage in the New Testament (Acts 4:32-35) that very few people seem to have taken seriously since the time of the early church.

“And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common…Neither was there any among them that lacked: for as many as were possessors of lands or houses sold them, and brought the prices of the things that were sold, and laid them down at the apostles’ feet: and distribution was made unto every man according as he had need.”

I doubt our society will change instantly, but I believe this picture of community is something to aspire to. Among many other worldviews, the merits of which I had not previously considered.

First published in the Camrose Canadian, Nov. 26, 2015
Written by Jessica Ryan, Editor

 

Together Peace Becomes – Welcome Address, Making Peace with the Land Conference

Welcome Address, Making Peace with the Land Conference, November 13th 2015

 

Welcome. My name is Carmelle and this is Leslie Lindballe. We stand here on behalf of the community gathered to say welcome and to bring us into our time together. We are humbled and hope the words we will speak are a true reflection of the hopes and concerns and stories that have brought us each here this evening.

Those who gather here for the first time, Welcome. To those familiar faces, Welcome anew. We have come from places near and far. From Treaty 6, 7, 8, and 11. From eastern edges and west coasts. Northern skycapes and southern flatlands. We are also from Johannesburg, Jakarta, Ireland, Australia. Dare – if you would – to gently look around you: Places of the world are gathered.

Dawn StillThe place we each come from is its own world of details and textures, unique. In its particularity, it stands alone; it is a language of its own; has a story of its own. So too does this land. For tousands upon thousands of years, this land has been the home of creatures, flora and fauna. When the glaciers descended into Ocean, this land’s first human-inhabitants entered in. They followed the musk ox, salmon, the ancient reindeer, and they called this land: Turtle Island. From the Bering Strait, journeys continued: down the Rocky Mountains, east into horizon, south unto the end of the Andes. This land became the home of Cree, Blackfoot, and Chipewyan peoples and other indigenous communities. Seasons later, newcomers arrived in search of better lives for generations to come, and this land gave them home too. We acknowledge and thank all who have known this land and taken care of it as home. They give us life.

Much more recently, over the last 4 years people have gathered here each November – calling this place home for a few days at least. People of acute differences though: different in our opinions, in our privilege, and our stories. Agrarian and conventional farmers; students; First Nations; environmentalists; workers in oil and gas; artists; government representatives; parents have gathered together. Nothing more nor less than that. In all these diversities and differences though, we’ve discovered there is a common place we all call home too. It transcends the borders we’ve drawn with laws and oceans and closedminds that otherwise keep us only Different. It holds our disparate realities together. This commonhome also (and always) makes us One. Even when we are so at odds with each other.

Which brings us to today. We gather this evening because we are faced with the question of what a more beautiful world could look like, and how to make it real for us and for our children.

We gather because we are reaching the ends of our tethers. The instability of the climate, broken communities, devastated ecosystems, disappearing diversities. We awake today and see that the figures are growing, but the trees, our homes and lands were disrespected. We see our education strip from our children their sincerest questions and inmost songs; state politics fail to address our profoundest hopes and tensions. We stand upon a chasm growing, between rich and poor. And between left and right, men and women, indigenous and settler, right and wrong. Despite our intent, we find ourselves in an untouchable structure that has set our livelihoods in opposition to each other. One community, one homeland, one body, at the expense of another. And so in some alien form of coping with the reality that to afford my family’s shelter means my neighbour cannot drink her water, we do not see each other. We do not see each other anymore… We do not see the missing woman as our daughter, the prime minister as our brother, the riverbank as our mother, the rock and soil as our great grandfathers. We are neighbour against neighbour, country against country, religion against religion, relation against relation.

As suffering increases each day, we attempt to protect this world we love. Our parents, our watersheds, and our ideals and values. Yet, how we are doing so it seems, is alienating us further too. In protection of those we hold dear, we push away the perpetrator. Can reconciliation happen when the perpetrator is so shamed, so left alone, when they are so sick?….

“Upon each of us, the wound of Separation lands in a different way. We seek our medicine according to the configuration of that wound. To condemn someone for doing what we see as selfish and evil behaviour, and to try to suppress it without addressing the underlying wound is futile. We cannot know another’s story, so we cannot judge. We can only say, ‘I would do as you do, if I were you. We are one.'” 

– Charles Eisenstien, The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know is True

Might I venture to say that our most compelling imperative today – if one is permitted to speak in such ways – is to learn the names and faces of our neighbours. To see our enemies as those who most need love; members of our family; of the same Home.

We have been laboring under the notion that we are not enough; that when we speak of subtle worlds and invisible landscapes we speak nonsense. But we could choose to live in such away again! Our ancestors have spoken about this for thousands of years, and elders do today. They said, “In times of urgency, slow down and be.” “Be at peace when you are lost.” And “the dark makes everything possible.” Perhaps if those elders were to address us today they would say that we have been valiantly attempting what only the whole can ‘do.’

The final settingOnly together.

Which means that what we are doing right now is profoundly, profoundly significant. For we are gathering un-alike, with pasts to reconcile and essential gifts to offer. And not with homogeneity as our goal but rather: to hear each voice, see each other, to be with the land again. From there, Love flows, and our path to the better world appears before us. There, we come into the awareness of our infinite interconnectedness – an ancient truth we know within us and a biological cosmic reality that: we are of each other.

That’s hope of a different persuasion.

Alas, to do so means we welcome the wholeness and brokenness of each other. Unconditional. Love, even though it pains us, demands us; even though we may not understand or agree. That’s the spirit of the lands. That’s the hard, hard work of our time. But, we are capable of it.

So welcome: as you are. We are One Family. Together, we are Whole. Together, peace becomes.

These Little Piggies

Western Hog Exchange, located in Red Deer, Alberta, is a meat processing plant located just downstream from my home along the Red Deer River.

CTV’s W5 recently released a short documentary showing the inhumane treatment of pigs in the assembly yards at the Red Deer plant. The video footage was obtained during the summer of 2014 and can be found here: These Little Piggies.

Here, only a short bike ride along the Red Deer River, questions are being raised regarding the ethical treatment of animals. The video shows how pigs are overcrowded in pens and desperate for space, beaten and kicked by employees, and abused with electric prods. In 2013, 19 million pigs were slaughtered in Canada.

Surprise, shock and uncertainty are feelings that I have upon reflecting on the documentary and my connectedness to the nearby land where I have spent most of my life. Surprise that even close to home, inhumane conduct exists. That even amidst industry standards and regulations; illegitimate practices are present, even in my own backyard.

Maybe a lack of respect is the basis for such behavior and treatment of life, or perhaps it is the value given to life. Whatever the case may be, behind closed doors, such circumstances remain unnoticed and unquestioned. Industry may not change, but mindset can. Such change that comes when conversation begins and when the value of life moves beyond the monetary worth. It is here we begin the transition to a new economy.

Spirit of the Land – The Conference

You are meant to hear this – take it with you and live it. ~ Sylvia McAdam

The Spirit of the Land conference was a gathering of the grass roots.  It was a gathering of creativity, prayer, music, art, media, ceremony, and bodies that packed the Augustana chapel to capacity.  We gathered together to build a dream, to sit in contemplation, to connect with a deeper part of our humanness, and to discuss how to inspire everyone to see what Aldo Leopold calls the Fierce Green Fire – the animation of creation.

We were welcomed to Treaty 6 land with the pipe ceremony of the Plains Cree and the scent of buffalo sage reminded us of the sacred nature of our gathering and the conversations to come.  We were meeting to share our cariño, our deep affection for the lands that have nourished us, and to remove the veil of innocence surrounding Canada’s past and present treatment of the First Nations people of this land.  In healing the wounds of these injustices, we can hope to move forward in solidarity as we take action to protect our lands – the prairie sky that opens our hearts, the sacred hunting lands of the ancestors, the safe space that leads to the childlike discovery of the natural world, our generations of family farms, and our developing cities.

Day 1 – Welcome to the Conference

Elder Roy Louis, Dean Allen Berger, Carmelle Mohr & Rajan Rathnavalu


We were asked to share a conversation about our connection to the land.  Here are the ties that bind this group to the world.

Sylvia McAdam, co-founder of #idlenomore provided us with her powerpoint and the recording follows:

Sylvia McAdam
Sylvia McAdam part 2




A key aspect of the conference was the community-building that took place during the roundtable discussions.  Addressing the truth of exploitation of First Nations and the reality of the treatment of the land is difficult to hear and even more difficult to discuss.  Healing requires hope and a desire for wholeness.  It is only together that we will find right relationship, and at this conference we were given a safe space to practice these conversations.



Day 2 – Welcome

Janice Makokis and Roger Epp discussed treaty relationship from First Nations and settler perspectives.  Janice spoke first of her experience of asking for guidance from Elders during her research.  Answers from Elders take time and they always return to the Creation Stories to first ground the knowledge in its proper place.  This telling of Treaty relationship from both perspectives was a re-storying of the creation of our nation.  It was a re-history that acknowledged the truth of the exploitative stance of European settlers.  By lifting the veil, we were able to retell our own stories in a way that recognized our common ground – the Earth.






This was followed by a roundtable discussion that was not captured due to technical difficulties.

Lorne Fitch spoke on one of the conservationist/philosophers who ground the conference – Aldo Leopold.




After lunch, a panel discussion showed us what it means to dream together.  Each individual holds a sacred relationship with the land they love that inspires spiritual renewal.
~  Takota Coen (forest gardener & young farmer)
~  Don Ruzicka (organic farmer)
~  Brenda Barritt (food security)
~  Sylvia McAdam (scholar, indigenous leader)


And a roundtable discussion:


Followed by a question period for the panel




Chris Turner shifted our gaze from the “wild” to the natural aspects of the urban landscape.  He noted that the land ethic of city design is focused on automobiles and not on livable human spaces.  A rethinking of the natural as a part of the cityscape is key to including large populations in a reconsideration of the relationship to the Earth and her systems.





Finally, Dittmar Mündel spoke on the inspiration for the class and conference and the vital importance of hope in the face of such difficulty.


As the archivist for the conference, there are so many things I failed to capture.  I apologize for poorly placed recording equipment, muffled sounds, clicking keyboards and the like, but I have done what I could with my abilities and technology.  I would like to leave you with a final highlight, in case I’ve missed it in the recordings.

During Takota Coen’s talk (see the video below), he spoke of a moment during his training in the healing plants of the land.  A great weight sat on his heart as he sat in contemplation of his relationship to the Earth and her systems.  He recalled the ways he and his family had taken the generosity of the land for granted, the ways he had destroyed fragile systems, the moments he had forgotten the sacred nature of all of existence.  He sat before a valerian plant and offered it his breath – the CO2 of his exhale – and received breath in return.  He asked the plant what it needed from the humans.  Overwhelmed by the connection, he felt called to communion and reached for a single leaf.  Recognition was all the plant asked for, and in return it offered him grace, forgiveness, nourishment, and the very breath of life.

Recognition of the natural world – of its inherent rights and its essential contributions – this is the basis of a land ethic.

Reconciliation and residential schools: some links

Hello everyone: It was an honour to participate in the conference. I am posting at Dittmar’s suggestion a couple of links related to TRC hearings and residential schools. Apologies ahead of time for the length of the post.

If  you go to the Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada’s main page, you will find information about the latest hearings in Calgary (November 4th and 5th) and the final national event in Edmonton in late March. Search the site for resources, information and their interim report. To watch the hearings, go to their livestream (http://www.livestream.com/trc_cvr). You can also scroll back (below the main window, even when it is offline) to see past hearings. Do look at some of the BC National event (BCNE) from September in Vancouver. I am happy to recommend particular sections I pointed out to my students. Further back in June and July, you can find the regional hearings from Red Deer, Hobbema, High Level, and others.

You can also find online a number of talks by the TRC commissioners. Like Sylvia’s and Janice’s talks, they are informative and eye-opening. Justice Murray Sinclair speaks eloquently, as does Commissioner Willie Littlechild (who of course is local from Ermineskin: he went to that residential school for many years). For good information, well-presented, on the history and legacy of residential schools, go to Legacy of Hope and, in particular, Where Are the Children?.

I also suggest a book published by the Aboriginal Healing Foundation, which itself has a wealth of resources. The anthology Speaking My Truth: Reflections on Reconciliation and Residential School, based on a trilogy of books on the same topic, is being used as a common reading text in some colleges and universities. Students in my classes are organizing the Calgary launch of the book in conjunction with the Calgary TRC hearings. The book or the trilogy can be downloaded or ordered in print for free from the AHF in any quantity from speakingmytruth.ca. The AHF can also be contacted to help fund travel for the contributors and editors of the book through the same website.

Finally two unrelated links that we suggested at our table during the conference. Sharron Proulx suggested that people looking for an accessible TV alternative news source go to Aboriginal Peoples Television Network. I  suggested the website project of a Cree Métis artist/singer/songwriter, Cheryl l’Hirondelle, called treatycard, in which she invites all settlers to print and carry our own treaty cards. We are all treaty people.

As the Spirit of the Land conference opens….

As the Spirit of the Land conference opens, I feel such joy to be involved with this project. Lately I have been thinking more and more of the our personal responsibility for this land as individuals.  Many of us have become so disconnected from the earth and even our own feelings that we feel alone in the mass populace; a generation raised on man-made technology cannot possibly understand the importance of the environment.

Most people spend the majority of their lives in a synthetic environment; they have no idea what it is to watch the subtle changes of their land over the years. City people are used to the constant roar of machinery, of progress, they are not used to the sound of a meadowlark floating on the breeze, or to the soft whisper of a spring bubbling out of the ground.

The connection I feel to the land is something I have always taken for granted, I did not realize until recently that most people do not have the same feeling, my mother Fiona Lauridsen, had to remind me that being born and raised on a farm makes me a minority among my peers and gives me a unique perspective.  Most people do not see the difference when their filtered water comes out of their sparkly faucet though the city maintained pipes.

We are trapped into a system of capitalism, consumerism, advert industry… one might even go so far as to say specifically by the oil industry, which revolutionized and shaped the world as we know it.  The human species has bought into it hook, line and sinker, and are patting ourselves on the back for a job well done. Recent advances in technology have simultaneously strengthened and crippled us; as Einstein feared, the day that technology has surpassed our human interaction has come, and the world has a generation of idiots.

Exactly when that day came, or which particular generation gets the blame, is debatable, but the point remains the same. Whenever I talk to people about fracking, climate change, or the oil industry, I am nearly always met with the same response; it is the next generations problem to worry about. That is certainly true for my mother’s generation, but now I hear this from people younger than myself.

In only the last 20 years, I have seen this world change in unimaginable ways. One of my earliest memories is looking off our deck feeling as though I lived on the top of the world; it seemed an endless universe, the entire countryside dark and billions of stars casting their light down upon us. Somewhere between then and now, the glow of Calgary on the western horizon stayed long after the sun had faded.. and the stars soon had to compete with the glare of lights speckling the countryside, beacons of progress marking well sites.

The only conclusion I have come to is that it is absolutely pointless trying to beat the opposition with logic. They have the money to buy science and lack the morals to demand truth. I have been giving this matter a great deal of thought, you could say ever since it started happening to my family back in 2005, when I was only 15. I hardly knew anything then, cloaked in youthful ignorance and shielded from the brunt of the by my mother, all the while trying to navigate high-school and the transition into adulthood. These are the most difficult years for nearly every human-being on this planet, and for so many, it is the choices they make in these years that will set the stage for their entire future.

Most people have a vague idea of what they would like to do; go to school, get a good job, settle down and start a family. This is why education is so important, it becomes our life’s work; however, education has largely become more about industry and less about thinking, as Noam Chomsky acutely observed, the education system, like all of our systems, is a disciplinary technique.

I grew up constantly questioning my environment, and never accepting an answer just because someone “said so”. I have found that so many people go though the “why?” phase around age two, then though years of conditioning the question changes from “why?” to “how?” and we become buried in our self doubt and inadequacies.

How do we survive, have enough money, compete with the other 9 billion people, find happiness, find love?    How do we make our lives fulfilling and worth while?

 

These are questions every one asks themselves; the system tells us that you go to school, you get a job, you work hard, you have your 2 children and a white picket fence and a dog and that’s happiness. The problem with our systems is they are designed to maintain control, not promote progress. What I have recently come to realize is that now, more than ever before, we truly have hope for a global consciousness. We need to empower the people to believe that what they do CAN make a difference, and that they can think for themselves, make their own choices, and they do not have to fit into the box society has set for them.

The only way to do this comes back to education. Conscious awareness is what supposedly separates us from the beasts, we need to create a consciousness in our young people. Raise the generation that is ready to say:

We will be the ones to change the world.

We will try to fix our broken systems.

We will be the change because

WE REFUSE TO STAND IDLY BY!

 

We must remember, there is always a choice.  We must realize that to choose to stand together for something greater than ourselves, is to find satisfaction in our souls.

 

Together we can build a global consciousness.

We must empower individuals believe in the power of their choices.

The change starts within; be the change you wish to see in the world.

 

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